Rants #1


Rants of the week. In no particular order. It’s the opinions I have about people I saw.

#1: You’re Not Hot.
Ok, I saw this guy about my age on the train. Really one thing that attracted my attention was that he was wearing his school uniform, but it was unbuttoned.

It’s very rare to see this in my country, especially coming from my country. I mean, what the hell. Purpose? It wasn’t hot, freaking air-conditioned.

And he had a silver bling around his neck and expensive headphones. I’ll talk about expensive headphones later. A Bling? Really? I basically tried to break every single national school rules.

#2 It’s Almost Sex In Public
I saw this couple on the bus. They should be around my age if not older than me by one year. It’s actually quite rare people my age are dating in my country because education is too stressful.

The main point is:
Firstly, they were busy making out. It was very intimate.
Secondly, the guy was basically trying to lick her vagina, but she was fully clothed.

Please act appropriately in public. Or get a room.

#3 Girl Gossip
There’s nothing wrong with gossiping. Related to #2, two girls that should be younger than me had many things to say about that couple.

It was very obvious. Hand gestures, pointing at them, looking at them and then whispering. I mean, at least do it secretly.

Do that often, mess with the wrong people, you might get slashed.

#4 Expensive Headphones
There’s nothing wrong with using headphones even if they are expensive because maybe you are very rich or you have a strong passion for music. I use $16 earpieces.

However, I really don’t like it when they use expensive headphones. It’s like throwing in my face :”I’m damn rich and you’re poor”. Because I see a lot of youngsters having put music on, even when with their friends or parents. Talk to them?

One thing: there is this guy in my school, about 13, always have Sony headphones around his neck in the morning, but not plugged in. It’s extremely funny because he even have them on even when playing badminton with his friends. It’s funny when my friends point it out and say that very loudly for him to hear.

#5 Jackets does not make you cooler.

Gosh, this guy in my school, always have a jacket on. My country is very hot. The thing is, I feel that he does not have any male friends because he would always join a group of girls.

Guy thinks he hot.


Quick Announcements!


Ok, I have nothing to post today, because I studied the whole day. So, just some quick announcements:

* Created a Tumblr Blog: http://xelfstorm.tumblr.com . It’s just a personal space. Nothing important. WordPress is still my main blog!

*Wattpad story: http://www.wattpad.com/story/6877526-the-evabond-chronicles-apocalypse is currently on halt because I have no time. It will resume soon.

* Side Project:http://Nirvalius.WordPress.com . The back story is almost done! Will publish soon! I’m excited to share my imaginations!

* Twitter: @xElfStorm . Almost 200 followers!

Thanks! Have an amazing day!

My Bullying Story


This post is split into three parts: ‘Me being Bullied’, ‘Me, A Bully’ and ‘It gets better’.

I hope you find this post useful.

Me Being Bullied

I was seven years old and I got into a neighborhood primary school. Everything went well. Almost everyone was my friend, school was fun, did well in school.

First time of getting bullied started even then. They were just these few boys that will insult and make fun of my group of friends in the school bus. They even made one of them cry. I wasn’t long before another friend of mime told my form teacher about it. They got a good scolding. It was rather fun to watch.

I got good grades. I didn’t just do well, I nearly got full marks for all three subjects. It was easy to me, it’s primary one work. Because I did so well, my dad got me a place in a famous prestigious school. I remember crying when my mum told me about it. I’ll miss all the amazing friends I’ve made. (I only remember like five of them now. Lol. And one of the schoolmates there is now my classmate.) Who knew that that school will be hell for me.

So, in the first year of my new school (Primary Two), everything is still fine. My results started to drop a little as the work is very difficult. There are just a couple of girls that are relatively mean. I was nice, they were not. I even helped one of them once. Please, they were still horrible to me. Always making things difficult for me. I don’t blame them, it’s the age where girls think boys are gross and boys think girls are too whiny.

Primary Three to Primary Four was start of hell. This was when, I should say, badly bullied. They called me names, insulted me, treat me like a slave, pushed, hit me on my head…. The list was endless. One thing I was called a lot, was ‘gay’. (I’m straight) I didn’t know why. At that time, I didn’t take it to heart because I really think that those bullies were stupid. My parents did not know anything about this, until one day my form teacher at that time called my mum and told her about it. I did not know that any teachers are aware of this. But fine, my mum talked to me about this. I told her that it really doesn’t affect me.

Let me also explain the irony of calling me ‘gay’. Number one, it’s not an insult. They probably think so because something about gays are illegal in my country (Gay marriage? I think gay sex as well. Not sure because there was a newspaper article about it). Number Two, they always make fun of me saying that I am in love with some girl. Well, I don’t know why would a gay guy be loving a girl sexually?

There was this one time that one of them pushed me to kiss some girl. I fell and I knocked my nose.

Primary Five was not any better. The guys were very mean to me. They would call me ‘gay’ and spread some rumors about me.

There was this one time that a “friend” of mine had a comic book which I borrowed to read. There was a picture of a naked woman clipped between two pages. Guys told my teacher saying that I was the one looking at porn.(The Irony) I had a hard time explaining to the teacher.

Since the guys were mean to me, I made friends with girls. Like I had a choice.

I was really happy when primary school ended. No need to take insults from those *******.

I can’t say my whole primary school life was a misery. I made a few friends: Willie, Timothy, Samuel, Gwyneth, JingKai, Gregory, WeiYe and one or two more. I lost contact with ALL of them except for Timothy after graduation.

Me, A Bully

Yes, I was a bully, ONCE. This was honestly a one time thing and never had the intention of doing it again. What I did was very minor. But since my teacher consider it as bullying, alright then.

There was this guy. I didn’t really like him. He cries after like every exam for I reason I don’t know. He didn’t have many friends as he was quite slow and went to a foundation class after Primary Four.

Alright, what happened was that there was this group of people who decided to play ball with his pencil case. They were throwing it around.

I had to be the extra to hide his pencil case under his desk. It was quite minor huh?

When someone told the teacher, she went to talk to the people who threw his pencil case. They decided to push the blame to me.

They actually got in trouble too.

Yes, I was bad, once. And I’m never proud of it. This is why I never take it to heart when I’m being bullied. I swear, never been bad to anyone after this. Never.

It Gets Better

After Primary school, I went to a secondary school. But this time, it’s just a neighborhood school.

To be honest, I plan to be quiet so that I might not be picked on in school.

This plan this not work because I was so excited when my friend got transferred to my school. I kind of had a little freak out( Why?). That’s when my class start to find me weird.

This guy hasn’t been a very good friend. He tried to ruin my life here.as well. He told almost everyone about my life in primary school so that he hopes that I’ll have a miserable life here as well. I don’t really like him. I should use this line to describe him: “He tires to be cool, but he looks like a fool to me.”

He got his retribution. He does bot have many friends(probably two to three). He always sit with me during recess. I try not to talk to him as I don’t want to piss myself off.

I’m sixteen now and I’m in my final year of secondary school. Overall, my life is pretty good for the past three(almost four years). I was the kind of person who is friends with everyone. I made many close friendships with both guys and girls. And, I just love them so much that I still want to talk to everyone of them forever.

There is actually still some light teasing. But the thing is, they know the limits. They never ever go too far. Usually what they do after teasing me is that they would give me a light hug and say, “I’m sorry, just joking.”

The point of this post: It gets better. Trust me.

Naughty Dog.


Create a short story, piece of memoir, or epic poem that is 26 sentences long, in which the first sentence begins with “A” and each sentence thereafter begins with the next letter of the alphabet.

As time goes by, it was 8pm.
Ben was sitting by the river.
Catching fishes is what he was doing.

Dog, his cat, came over and looked in his bucket.
Enormous fishes is all he sees.
Fishes that looked ever so delicious.
Grinding its teeth.
Hungry as a wolf.
It took one of the fishes and ran off.

Jack was walking by..
Kicking a stone as he sees Dog.
Licking that enormous fish.
Meat looking so fresh.
“No way, it must be Ben’s!” he said.
Opening his mouth he tried to call Ben.
Pouncing off was Dog.

Questioning Jack for why he called.
Raising his hand to get his attention.
Surprised to see Jack here.
Talking to Jack.
Understood what he said, he ran to chase Dog.

Venturing around the town he must.
While he ran, Dog was already at home.
Xena welcomed Dog home.
Yet, Ben was home and said that he lost Dog.

Zealous to see Dog sleeping at home.

***This was meant for the Daily Prompt. Hope y’all enjoyed. Realised that the English of this post was horrible.